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2.4 Job as Man on Trial
Once when I was driving to a meeting, animatedly waving my hands while
discussing passionately some fine point of theory, and totally
oblivious to the sudden braking of heavy traffic for no apparent
reason, I found myself caught in a speed trap at the bottom of a
hill. The bill arrived in the mail a few weeks later, and came to
about $150, 3 months of my disposable income. Closer scrutiny showed
that I was being accused of a misdemeanor for driving far in excess of
the speed limit, which was patently untrue. (One can always make fine
distinctions about speed limits.) I resolved to appeal the ticket and
appear in court with my wife and children. After waking the family up
at 3 am and driving for 6 hours through a tropical rainstorm, I
arrived in court only to be mistaken for a lawyer by all the
adolescent miscreants who actually were driving far in excess
of the speed limit. The district attorney called us in one by one to
determine how we would be pleading our case. She warned us sternly
that this judge was known as a hanging judge, so we should not think
that our mere presence in court would grant us leniency. I knew enough
lawyers to know that if my particular policeman were not present to
vouch for the radar report, I would be off scott-free. Furthermore I
was incensed that my infraction had been inflated to the level of a
misdemeanor to benefit the coffers of the state. I was determined to
plead "not guilty." My wife, however, felt this was immoral because,
in point of fact, I had been exceeding the maximum 55 miles per hour
allowed in this state. I was in a quandary. Should I plead not
guilty to my false accusation or plead guilty to a separate charge? Do
I face the wrath of man or the wrath of God?
This was the situation Job found himself in. He was on trial, not
particularly because he deserved it, but because he was caught in a
speed trap of Satan's making. Job found himself caught in a struggle
between superpowers: between Satan, the premier Behaviorist, who
claims that Men are predictable machines optimizing their probability
of survival; and God, who seems to believe that his creation is
capable of loving its creator. Both superpowers have played their
hand, and now hold their breath awaiting Job's choice. The trial that
began in heaven continued on earth; and it was on earth that it would
be resolved. His friends play the part of the District Attorney,
advising him how to plead his case. Did Job fear God or fear Man? For
in some sense, Job represents more than himself, he represents all
mankind. The story of Job is the story of Man on trial.
The Skinner Box
Satan's contention, as he so emphatically tells God, is that Men are
calculating sorts who are forever optimizing their chances for
success, their probability of survival, the propagation of their
genes. If, as B. F. Skinner once did with pigeons, we put Men in a
box and feed them at random intervals, they will develop all sorts of
superstitious behavior on the belief that their actions cause the gods
of chance to bring them food. Even worse, if we reward certain
behaviors by feeding them, their actions become very predictable, they
become conditioned. If there exist any "religious sentiment" in Man,
Satan argues, it is the recognition of the "laws of nature", that
whatsoever a man sows, that shall he also reap. Men understand
retribution, they understand divine justice, they understand that one
must be polite and respectful with persons of power. But are they
capable of devotion? Can they love this distant god that they worship?
"Ridiculous", snorts Satan, "its all a matter of mind control and
manipulation! Take away the payoff, and the behavior will be rapidly
extinguished." So Job was placed in the glass box, the observers
gathered around, and all external stimulation was terminated. The
experiment had begun.
Whatever else we might say about Job, we must say that he didn't
crack. When a computer no longer responds to external inputs, we say
it is "hung" or "frozen", or in electronics we say that "latchup" has
occurred, with a cure known to all PC owners, rebooting. Job's faith
appears to have become independent of external inputs, it had been
"internalized". Satan was not about to let God win this argument over
what was obviously a sick puppy. This man had clearly lived so long
in God's unreal operating environment that he was retreating into
imagination, into dreamland, protecting himself from harsh reality by
this cocoon of "integrity". "Skin for skin!", Satan says, "just let
me reboot this fellow. Let me cut through this cocoon and give him
some external stimulation that he can't ignore. I'll jolt his
circuits, and you'll see that a man will sacrifice anything for his
life." So Job was afflicted with painful boils, preventing him even
from sleeping.
The trial of Job then, was the ultimate experiment in Skinnerian
psychology. The outcome will take 30 more chapters to describe. For
the outcome of this experiment is intimately tied to faith, to hope,
to love, to religion; the outcome tells us about Man, his weaknesses,
his foibles, his fears; the outcome tells us also about God, both in
His image revealed faintly in Man, and the response of his creatures
toward Him. For the philosophy espoused by Satan is more than an
academic experiment, more than a mental Turing machine, it is a direct
assault on the nature of truth and the character of God with immense
moral and legal implications.
The Image of God
Why do I say that the test of Job's
response to external stimuli is a moral issue? Surely modern
psychology does the same sort of thing all the time, determining if
consumers prefer orange crispy crackers to green soggy ones, for
example. Why should Job's response have anything to do with morality?
Satan would argue that it doesn't because Job's response is
determined, it is trained. Therefore morality itself doesn't really
exist because there's no real choice. God would say that Job is a man
made in the image of God, and therefore has the ability to create new
possibilities, to chose freely without compulsion. If Job merely
reacts, then Satan is showing that either Man has lost God's image, or
never had it. If Man never had it, then God has failed in his
creation, and if Man has lost it, then God's creation has been
ruined. Job's choice then will determine whether he is man or machine.
The Whirlpool of Stoicism
Well if everybody is waiting
for a response, maybe Job should just refuse to play along. Surely he
is smart enough to realize that he is a pawn in some divine chess
game, and that the lack of information must be part of the
strategy. Perhaps he should take it all stoically, saying in effect,
"God has his reasons, which become clearer in time. I'll just wait for
His next move." There have been many people throughout history who
have suggested that it is far greater piety to bear one's sufferings
silently than to express emotion. Some have even suggested that Job's
sin, for which he repents in the last chapter, was one of complaining,
of whining about his God-given circumstances. Should Job have
remained silent, eliminating the need for chapters 3-40?
Job did remain silent, he did wait for God. For all of seven days and
seven nights he waited. Under the circumstances, I would consider that
a heroic achievement. But to remain silent forever confuses severe
depression with uncommon restraint. It is no more pious to say nothing
to God than it is virtuous to stop speaking to a neighbor who has been
insulting. Unlike the ascetic, God does not separate mind from
emotions, the will from the heart; rather He commands through Moses
that we should "love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all
your soul, and with all your strength." God made the body, He made the
feelings, He invented the emotions, they were all declared good. When
a very young child encounters impossible evil and pain, he may develop
"multiple personalities" in an attempt to bottle up the
suffering. Like that child, a Stoic attempts to bottle up the pain by
severing all ties to the emotions, and with similar results. Such an
approach may be the foundation of other religions, but not of biblical
wisdom.
The Rock of Rage
Well, if silence is unhealthy, should Job then proceed through the
"five stages of grief" as espoused by modern counselors? As I
recollect them, they are Denial, Anger, Fear, Depression, and
Acceptance. If we identify stoicism with denial, is Job any better
off by expressing anger, anger against God for denying him justice and
causing him grief? Is it healthy to "let off steam" and tell God how
it feels? Or does a proper "creator-creature" distinction preclude
such insubordinate expressions of rage?
Not all expressions of anger are beneficial. We are warned by
St. Paul, "be angry but do not sin". Or, as our marriage counselor
taught us, it is the difference between saying "you make me angry when
you do X" and "when you do X, I get angry". Our anger is ours and ours
alone, we are neither victims nor executioners of our emotions. If Job
feels angry, as he reports so eloquently, it is neither sin nor
weakness. How he handles it, however, is of great moral
consequence. For if emotions are not sin, neither are they license. We
cannot excuse our actions on the basis of overwhelming emotion. And we
could make the same argument for Fear and Depression; that as feelings
they are value-neutral, but one's handling of them is
not.
Job then finds himself in a storm of emotions through which he must
steer a straight and narrow course following the faint light of the
image of God, the hope of the eternal. For Job, whether he wants to
or not, must respond to his feelings, must choose his words
carefully. The trial is about his choice. His fate hangs on his
decision.
The Wife
Job's wife gets no respect. But look at it from her perspective: those
were her children too, that was her household, her servants, her
husband and yes, her future grandchildren who had been accursed. A man
may have his career, his reputation, his integrity, but what does a
woman of her time have beyond her home, her children and her husband?
For Job, pain is its own analgesic, it distracts one from the
indignities of disease. But no such balm was hers, rather she had to
stare day and night at this blackened body, those oozing sores, this
withered husk that had been her husband. Make no mistake, observing
the suffering of a loved one can be harder than enduring it
oneself. Out of this pain, out of this intolerable situation can one
fault her for wishing that it were over? "Curse God, and die!" she
pleads with Job, "just make the suffering stop. There's nothing worse
that can happen to you. Please, just end it."
There are three ways that I can understand her plea. It can mean,
"curse God, and He will kill you", or "curse God and commit suicide",
or "commit suicide, which is a curse to God". The first two
elaborations don't make much sense to me. Here is the wife of a
righteous man, who has lived 20 or 30 years with her husband, the wife
who raised his ten children, who shared his sorrows and his joys. How
then could she so vindictively urge him to curse God, especially when
she knows how he will answer? No, I think this conversation, like
Satan's conversation, reveals an ongoing dialogue. She appears to be
urging him to end his sufferings, to commit suicide, perhaps she is
even suggesting a mutual suicide pact. His response to her must have
been that this was not allowed, that suicide would be the equivalent
of cursing God, since like homicide, it erases the image of God. This
would have kept her quiet for a short time but the suffering continued
and when she could contain it no longer she finally burst out, "Curse
God then, but die!"
This was Job's first test. A quick, painless ending to intolerable
suffering. A solution to the embarrassment of disease. A balm for his
beloved wife's anguish. But a curse thrown in God's face.
It is curious that Satan told God "a man will do anything to save his
life", yet his first test of Job was a temptation to take his life.
How like Satan it is to lie, to destroy, to distort, to make the grave
a friend. Job is confronted with Death speaking through the lips of
his wife. How should he respond?
And we see again the exquisite control that Job has over his feelings.
After Job has overcome the temptation and seen through the disguise,
he could well have redirected his anger at God toward his wife. We
would expect him to explode and tell his wife she was Satan herself.
But he doesn't. Instead he reproves her gently, leading her to the
quiet waters of acceptance. "You speak like a pagan woman," he tells
her, "not as one who has known God. Should we receive good from God
and not suffering? It is still God's good hand that leads us." And
though we should not draw great conclusions from silence, it appears
that Job's words have ended the debate, have somehow comforted his
wife. And my heart aches for this man who could comfort his wife from
the pain of his own suffering.
The District Attorneys
If the first test of Job was a battle for his emotions, the second
test was a war for his mind. Like the "brainwashing" tactics employed
in the Korean War, Job's friends counsel him to admit to something he
didn't do. But why, what difference would it make? Would such hollow
admissions remove an iota of the pain he felt? Perhaps analyzing their
response from the perspective of the Korean conflict will be
helpful.
At first I thought that such extorted "confessions" were a trifle
eccentric, since the televised "criminal trials" had little if any
impact on the outcome of the war. But on reflection, it seemed
apparent that brainwashing was not done for the sake of the Americans,
but for the sake of the North Koreans. Eyewitness accounts of the
prisoner exchanges at the end of the war contrasted the malnourished,
bony, and ragged yet unbroken spirits of the American POWs jubilantly
singing with the well-fed, well-dressed defiant faces of the returning
North Korean POWs. The contrast was striking, revealing that the
conflict may have ended in stalemate, but the spiritual superiority of
Christianity over Communism was inescapable. Against this evidence,
the Communist government expended great resources to discredit the
West in the eyes of their countrymen. The future of a Korean Communist
state was at stake, and so the warfare for the hearts of the people
extended into the psychological and spiritual realm, inventing the
bizarre weapon of invisible torture, "brainwashing".
Going back to my traffic court experience, the district attorney
applied psychological pressure to obtain a guilty plea, not for my
benefit, but in order to reduce the workload of the district court,
regardless of the veracity of the police report. In a similar way, the
three friends were not interested in the truthfulness of Job's report,
or in comforting their hurting friend, rather they wanted to protect
the status quo, to uphold their fragile cosmopolitan compromise
religion in the face of overwhelming opposing evidence. They needed a
guilty plea from Job to maintain their positions of power and
privilege. So from a legal perspective, most of what is said in the
next 30 chapters was an attempt to extort a guilty plea from an
innocent man. Those 30 chapters will provide much ammunition for this
point of view, which we defer to the verse-by-verse commentary, but it
suffices to say that if Job capitulated, not only would he be
discrediting God before Satan, since it was God who said Job was
blameless, but he would also be defaming the Truth, and demonstrating
the fickleness, the inherent weakness of God's flawed image in His
creation, Man. In short, Satan would win.
The Friend of the Court
When the Supreme Court convenes to hear a case, often unsolicited
amicus cure, "friend of the court", briefs are filed by
interested parties. They often present a philosophy or a viewpoint of
a group or organization that would like to influence the decision of
the justices. Sometimes it is irrelevant to the particulars of the
case, but addresses the generalizations or precedents that this case
might set. For example, if the Supreme Court should care to rule on
the accessibility of pornography on the Internet, an amicus
brief might present the view that this case should be decided by the
physical location of the defendants rather than the principles of the
First Amendment. Of course the court has no need to respond to or even
acknowledge such unsolicited advice.
In the same way as an amicus brief, the appearance of Elihu in
chapter 32 is sudden, and his disappearance in chapter 37 is equally
so. It is as if he were invisible or ignored by all the participants
in this trial, despite his familiarity and self-declared presence
throughout the opening arguments. Therefore some scholars view Elihu's
speech as a later insertion, however, in a legal context this appears
to be an amicus brief. Certainly Elihu presents himself as a
friend and defender of God. If we view Elihu from this perspective,
perhaps we can find in his arguments a different objective or
perspective than that of the three friends.
The critique of the three
Elihu is introduced by some prose that says his speech is a result of
anger; he is angry with Job for belittling God but twice as angry at
the three for not refuting Job. His introductory comments demonstrate
this emphasis because they are directed not at Job, but at the three
friends. Like our imaginary Supreme Court case above, Elihu is
concerned that the three friends have missed a crucial point in Job's
attack, they have implicitly allowed Job to claim a dangerous
precedent. By not countering Job's bold assertions of God's
responsibility, Elihu feels that the three friends have strained at a
gnat and swallowed a camel; the gnat being Job's personal guilt and
the camel being God's divine (in)justice.
This critique of the three is significant for several reasons: first,
it lumps the three together, as Job did, giving us some confidence in
stating that the three friends have a unified front; second, it gives
us an alternative critique of the three friends producing in effect a
"trialogue" with four points of view expressed; and third, it opens up
a whole range of interpersonal dynamics, with young, old, and older
points of view. One might even make the case that we are observing a
"socialization" or "maturation" of religious sentiment in these three
groups. Regardless of the psychology, Elihu's criticism of the friends
is three-fold: though elder, they lack wisdom; their arguments with
Job deteriorated into personal attacks; and finally, they chose
silence rather than refutation. Thus, Elihu argues, he must carry on
the debate even though he is young, but not by making personal
attacks, rather by refuting Job's faulty theology.
The attack on Job
If we can accuse the three friends of attempting to "brainwash" Job,
getting him to admit to something he didn't do, then we might
characterize Elihu as attempting to "deprogram" Job. The phrase
"deprogram" arises out of efforts of parents to "regain" their college
age children from cults such as the "Moonies". The modus
operandi was to "kidnap" the child from school, separate the child
from the influence of these groups, and if possible, break the faith
of the child in the authority figures represented by the leaders of
the cult. I realize I am being extreme in calling Elihu's efforts
"deprogramming", but the goal is the same, halting Job's heresy by
destroying Job's faith in an immanent God, a God who is there.
Now to destroy faith is arguably as difficult a task as to build
faith. In the case of the parents above, the effort is focussed on
undermining the authority figures, on attacking the internalized
(memorized) presuppositional "truths" of the cult, on shattering the
emotional security that a cult leader provides. In the same way, Elihu
attacks all expressions of God's immanence, all experiences of God's
kindness are dissected mercilessly. As in the case of the child, no
attempt is made to redress the deficits that made the cult attractive
in the first place: the lack of appropriate authority, the emotional
distance, the omission of moral absolutes. In the same way Elihu never
addresses the ultimate responsibility of God, the issue of Job's pain,
the problem of evil. Instead he focusses almost entirely on the image
of a transcendent, incomprehensible, and unknowable God.
The defense of God
Elihu calls his speech a defense of God's good name. But it could also
be viewed as propaganda for Elihu's private view of God. Look
carefully how Elihu defends God against Job's complaint that God isn't
telling him anything. In chapter 33, Elihu argues that one can learn
what God is saying by 3 methods: dreams, physical discomfort, and
messengers (angels). Note what is missing from his list: direct
communication. God spoke directly to Adam, to Cain, and to many others
including Abraham. We have no reason to believe that Elihu was
ignorant of these stories. So if Elihu downplays Job's complaint that
God no longer reveals himself directly, Elihu is perhaps merely
showing that he has never had that kind of a relationship with
God. Yet if for the sake of argument we agree with Elihu, does this
then answer Job's pain? The simple answer is that it doesn't, nor does
Elihu think he has to find an answer, only that he prove Job
incorrect.
Furthermore when Job calls out of his unbearable pain that "it profits
a man nothing that he should delight in God.", Elihu argues that this
sentence is obviously false because this statement has also been made
by wicked men to defend the uselessness of morality. Which is to say,
context counts for nothing, Job's pain is unimportant, experience is
not to be trusted, for truth is a ephemeral abstraction uncontaminated
by sensory perception. I may be reading more into this than I should,
but Elihu's very last words are: "He does not regard any who are wise
of heart." (NASB) Since the heart for a Mesopotamian was the seat of
emotions, it suggests that Elihu mistrusts anyone who might value
emotions, or even worse, relate to God in an emotional way. Elihu
would say it is better to sacrifice one's unfounded expectations on
the altar of theology than to end one's life hoping for a merciful
word from a distant Deity. If then Elihu finishes his speech with
lofty words of God's transcendence, which almost inspire me to echo
the "Amen", they are still words that say, "The Almighty--we cannot
find him." For these words that Elihu speaks with praise are the same
ones that Job cries out in agony.
We aren't sure if Elihu expected an answer from Job, which raises the
question, for whom is Elihu defending God? Surely not the court of
heaven, for to defend God to God appears pointless. But if he intends
to defend God to the court of men, where then is the judge, and where
the jury? Clearly he views both Job and his friends as defendants and
witnesses in this trial, and not as the jury. Perhaps there was an
audience, though Job seems to say that only scoffers bother stopping
by. As we look around for a jury it begins to dawn on us that we, the
readers, are the judge and the jury. And then, looking harder, we
perceive the beady eyes of Satan watching us, mocking us, accusing us,
and we realize that our choice, our decision is as weighty as
Job's. Who is God? Where is He? Why doesn't He answer them? Why
doesn't He answer us?
The Hanging Judge
Returning to my appearance in traffic court, I went in trembling to
see this hanging judge, not really believing that any judge could be
as unreasonable as the district attorney seemed to imply. I was
mistaken. I met an obese balding man who appeared to be reclining in
some sort of hospital bed, which gave the appearance of legs too small
for his body. The folds of his massive neck gave his head a distinct
bullet shape. An extinguished cigarette dangled from his lips. As the
DA ushered me in to a room full of stale smoke and closed the door
behind me, his small black eyes latched on to me. I remember a low
bass rumble, asking me how I would plead. My only thought under that
piercing gaze was, "Oh no, it's Jabba the Hut!"
In hindsight, I'm sure that the appearance was well planned, but at
the time I remember losing all courage to argue, all hope for
reasonableness. I had wanted to be frank, to challenge the obvious
mercenary intent of the speed trap and the self-serving error of the
ticket. I expected to have the judge on the defensive, and would then
demand for my accuser to step forth, knowing full well that the
patrolman would not be loitering around the courtroom that day. It was
a grand dream, well rehearsed, and futile. Under that gaze I wasn't
even sure that I was innocent of manslaughter. I clung to the only
truth I was certain of and blurted out "I plead guilty to 68 miles per
hour, your honor."
In the same way that this judge used his appearance to his advantage,
so God's appearance, in chapters 38-41 is crucial to understanding His
message, for in some ways, His appearance is the message. And
just as this judge recognized that the adolescents who filled his
court would respond to a familiar image, so we must also identify the
recipients of God's message and gauge their response. Only after these
two steps, I believe, can we make sense of what God said in these
chapters.
The object
Traditionally, Job is taken to be the object of God's lecture, partly
because the introductory sentence says that "the LORD answered Job out
of the storm", and partly because God uses the second person singular.
Note however, that God does not use Job's name, leaving the object of
his rebuke somewhat ambiguous. Occasionally a commentator will argue
that God is talking to Elihu, since Elihu was the last person to
speak. There are other indications that perhaps Job was not the sole
object of God's questioning, though it would be difficult to argue
that Job wasn't at least included in the list.
The first difficulty lies in the introductory sentences of 38:1 and
40:1 which state clearly that the LORD was speaking to Job. How can we
take this speech to address anyone else? This form of speech, however,
has other precedents in the Bible. At Mt. Sinai, the people told Moses
that they could not listen to God, it would kill them, and would Moses
please take the message for them. So from that point on, God's
messages to Israel came through Moses. Likewise, when Samuel was a
small boy, God gave him a message for the high priest, Eli, which
Samuel was to deliver. So we see that it was typical for God to speak
through an intermediary, a prophet, though perhaps it was not typical
for the final recipient to be present with the prophet. This
identification of Job with the office of prophet is confirmed in the
last chapter where God commands Job to pray for his friends. Thus
God's speech to Job could be construed as a prophecy to be passed to
his friends.
Even if we take these chapters as prophecy, the next sticking point
is that God uses the second person singular. Why would God not use the
third person or the plural if He had more than one in mind? Perhaps
because, unlike prophecy, a trial requires the presence of the
defendants, and each of the friends was present for God's rebuke. And
since each person in the debate had used the singular first person in
their arguments, that is, no one claimed to be representing a group,
God replies to each one individually. One might even say that it is a
question of responsibility, that no one can hide behind the screen of
committee decisions, of mob rule, rather God deals with each one of us
directly.
Yet a third difficulty arises with this interpretation, and that is
Job's response in chapter 40 and 42, where he seems to take God's
rebuke personally. Yet focus on his longer response in 42, where he
says "My ears had heard of you, but now my eyes have seen you." Job
apparently does not credit the words in God's rebuke, but the
appearance of God himself. Thus I interpret this as evidence
that the words were directed toward the others, but the vision was the
message for Job. This may not be unambiguous evidence for deflecting
God's rebuke from Job, but it should give us reason for broadening the
scope of His message.
The sarcasm
The most shocking aspect of God's speech in the book of Job is the raw
sarcasm. There are no two ways about it, God is asking questions
either for which there is no answer, or for which Job could not know
the answer. If someone is asking impossible questions, we would
rightly assume that they do not really have a question, they are
making a statement. God's statement appears to be that human beings
don't know diddly about the universe, much less the world that they
inhabit. But was this such great news, didn't everyone agree to this
in the last 36 chapters? Why must God hammer on it for so long? When
someone overdoes a humorous put-down it ceases to be funny and
approaches the limit of bad taste. My reaction to these chapters is to
feel embarrassed for Job. What keeps God going for 4 chapters?
A similar event occurs in the Gospel of John, when Jesus asks Peter
repeatedly, "Do you love me?" until Peter was mortified. The reason
was clear, Peter had earlier three times denied that he even knew
Christ. Christ was then simultaneously reminding Peter of his
disloyalty, allowing him to repent of his sin and cleanse his guilty
conscience, and drilling into him the necessity of future
faithfulness. The repetition made this point better than any twenty
minute sermon on the subject. Likewise I believe the four chapter
drubbing was intended to provoke embarrassment, but in the 4
friends, not Job. It was the 4 friends who had given Job such
treatment themselves. It was the 4 friends who felt that they could
speak for God. It was the 4 friends who had judged Job and found him
wanting. It had been their implicit argument that God can be
controlled very nicely by admissions of false guilt, or kept an arm's
length away from the heart. All of these conclusions were shattered by
the presence and immanence of a terrifying God. God's appearance
was the message because it so powerfully smashed their endless
arguments. And only Job could speak a reply to God's questioning
because only Job believed that God could be spoken to. It is, to a
large extent, our approach to God that makes God approachable.
Self-judgement
When I stood before His Honor, Jabba the Hut, the only thought in my
mind was that he wanted to embarrass me, he wanted to condemn me, he
wanted to squeeze the last dollar out of my pocket. Appeals to mercy
were futile. And it was because I viewed him that way that I abandoned
all attempts to protest my innocence, my only defense was the
truth. After blurting out my one sentence plea, unable to make any
further elaboration on my well-rehearsed speech, I stood in what I
hoped was brave silence awaiting his reply.
His mouth twitched slightly, as if he were amused, and he nodded his
head at the secretary who took down my plea. I was escorted out of the
room wondering whether I had won or lost. The secretary told me to
fill out some forms and write a check out for the amount of $35, the
appropriate fine for "travelling 1-14 miles per hour in excess of the
speed limit". I was elated. I had stood up to the corruption of the
traffic court and had been victorious! There would be no "black
points" on my driving record. I had faced the hanging judge and won.
That is, until I discovered at the cashier window that I had to pay an
additional $100 for court costs. By the time I had added in the gas
and tolls for the trip, it came to almost identically the original
fine. Suddenly I felt deflated, cheated. "At least our insurance rates
won't increase", I told my wife as we got in the car. "I hope you
learned your lesson" was her curt reply.
Years later as I look back on this incident, I think that I could have
stood up to that judge, I could have escaped without even a fine. It
all hinged on how I went in to that crucial interview. It was, in
effect, my own view of the judge that had judged me. This is how I
understand God's message coming out of the whirlwind. Our response to
God's ambiguous questioning becomes the judgment that we expected God
to deliver. Self-judgment is a theme that resurfaces in many places
in the Bible, perhaps the clearest is the story that Jesus told--the
parable of the talents. In this parable, a rich man goes on a long
journey and calls three trusted servants into a private conference.
"Here are three sums of money" he tells them, "one of you will get 10
talents (say $1 Million), one will get 5 and one will get 1. Use it
wisely until I return." Then the man leaves for a year. On his return
he calls in the three servants to see what they have done with their
capital investment. The fellow with 10 talents had doubled his
investment, as had the fellow with 5. The master was pleased. But the
servant with 1 talent reported, "I know you are a harsh master, so I
was afraid, and I hid the 1 talent in the ground. Here it is, just
exactly as you gave it to me." To which the master replied, "Yes I am
a harsh master. You were a fool not to put it in the bank and collect
interest. Take the talent from him and give it to the man with 10, but
take this servant and throw him out into the darkness."
I have struggled with that conclusion since I heard it. Slowly it has
dawned on me that the man with one talent condemned himself, not
so much for collecting no interest, but for viewing the master as
harsh and cruel. If he had seen his master as kind and compassionate,
he would have taken risks, he would have known that he would not be
accused for doing his best. As it is he lost not a cent, but his job
and perhaps his life. Why? Because he damned himself, accusing his
master of libelous motives. As Job and the four friends stood before
that whirlwind in the desert, hearing the questions that have no
answers, it was their own words that brought them into judgment. For
Eliphaz had said "what is man that he could be pure, one born of
woman, that he could be righteous?" and now he stood in God's presence
bearing that judgment. Bildad too had said "if the stars are not pure
in his eyes how much less man who is but a maggot", and now Bildad
finds himself square in His gaze. Their own words condemn them, when
the Almighty appeared. Elihu too had said, "we cannot draw up our case
because of our darkness. Should He be told that I want to speak? Would
any man ask to be swallowed up?" And now speechless, Elihu is
swallowed up in terror. Only Job could answer God in his awful
appearing, because only Job had not damned himself.
And so it is that we find a second reason for the strange use of the
second person singular in God's reply. For we find ourselves engaging
in a mental dialogue defending God to Job, and Job to God. We want Job
to know that he is above reproach, as God himself says in the first
chapter, and we desire to reinterpret God's harsh words as words of
comfort, as words of praise. Then in the midst of this self-imposed
arbitration, we suddenly realize that Job has fallen silent, and that
God has fixed his gaze on us. As we splutter into silence, we begin to
understand that Job's response is not the cowering squeal of a
whipped puppy, but the brave response of a man who has received his
request, and we realize that God's questions are now directed to
us. How can we answer Him?
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